p l a n e t . x e n o n
No one posts any more. Here are some people who could, now and again: [Katie . Lindsay . Elisabeth . Elizabeth]
Here are some people who won't, but should prove me wrong: [Daphne . Deanna . Tom . Paul . Ed . Andy]
Sunday, March 31, 2002
sorry to hear about your bad eating situation, katie.
this whole break i have been chowing down on the sweets.. i need to start working out again and cut out the candy.
no much is happening... just relaxing.
tomorrow i have a meeting at the craft center and tuesday is the first day of hellish quarter.
.: posted by Serena 10:50 PM
happy easter
.: posted by daphne 7:48 PM
Huh. Is there some reason this is all showing up as one big paragraph?
.: posted by katie 1:10 PM
Well, it's Easter. Yup. Eeeaster. Someone yesterday said "have a good Easter!" to me and Kit, and we both freaked out. How can it be a holiday? there's no family, no little animals, and tonight I'm going to eat our God-forsaken cafeteria food, not properly microwaved leftovers like I want. Fuck it all.
You know what? I'm going to do a long post now. Hah! That'll show them all. I'm sick of my pathetic attempts at communication: Even if one is lonely and miserable, one can make the effort.
Elizabeth, your boyfriend (this is the right term, yes?) sounds absolutely awesome. I too would like to see some pictures, and mega-props to you, girl. No need to tell your parents for a bit, I say; it's nice to have something that's all your own. Parents are far too interfering for their own good. At the beginning of this semester, Mum started a mad campaign to get Tom and I dating other people, since she thinks that long term long distance relationships are bad at this stage in our development. After putting up with this for a while and getting highly stressed out, I eventually told her to "Piss off" (quote unquote... there were a bunch of people in the room at the time and at this announcement they all looked uncomfortable and left, kinda funny).
I think she wants lots of honest chatty girl talk about sex, now, but it's far too late for that -- she set the precedent of "don't ask, don't tell" back in Sophmore year and I'll be damned if I break my privacy now.
Um... woa... where did hostility towards mother come from?
Hawaii was fantasgrate, and I do NOT want to be back in Portland. The idea of sitting around doing menial homework for 100 level classes, playing mind-numbing computer games and eating the C-grade sludge they serve us for our mandatory meal plan at the cafeteria makes me want to put my fist through my eye. The food here is a huge problem. I am certain that we didn't get into the apartments (also known as our unattainable castle in the sky) and so I will be eating it next year, too. I pay roughly $1,500 a semester for the worst food imaginable. I get no protein because their vegetarian food is so *bad* that I can't eat it. I get no iron because their vegetables are boiled until they disintigrate at the poke of a fork. I live almost entirely on peanut butter & jelly sandwiches, cereal, and spaghetti -- pretty much the same as at home, only at home at least has high-quality ingrediants... argh. Our cafeteria is $80,000 behind budget, which means they took our already sub-par standard and lowered it several notches, fired some chefs and stopped offering non-essentials, like "protein." I'm sick of it.
Loneliness is a bitch. I miss Tom desperately.
~K~
.: posted by katie 1:04 PM
Saturday, March 30, 2002
I want to go back. I love SF but I hate being here.
Sorry about your sister, Serena. Shove it, Elisabeth, in the nicest possible way. ;) Self condemnation is for people on crack. Liz... you are cool. Post pictures please.
.: posted by Lindsay 9:44 PM
I miss my Tom. That's about all for now.
.: posted by katie 6:46 PM
i am now back in slo.
it is nice to be back at school.
i had an ok time in monterey... it was nice to hang out with my mom and i met her new boyfriend. he seems like a cool guy. he is alot better then the previous ones. he is a carmelian (grew up in carmel)
i saw my sister today and her tattoo is stupid. it is not finished so it is a basic outline. she isn't pleased with it and now she is questioning whether or not the tattoo artist was sober, and if he can do a good job. what a moron. she said it looks like she always has to learn her lessons the hard way and i said yes because she doesnt listen to anyone......dumb shit. oh well..
my oma didnt look as bad as i expected... she just recently had a face lift and my mom was describing her face in horendous details. its just a little swelling and redness.
no one else is home, which is nice
well i need to get cleaning ..
adios
elisabeth... how was andy's family? are they cutting him some slack? what do they say to you?
.: posted by Serena 5:39 PM
Friday, March 29, 2002
tom's comment on straight-edge reminds me of this guy. his name is nick. he is straight-edge and very large, as in tall and buff. but funny. but his ideas are sometimes kinda out there...or whatever. yess. random comment on a comment brought to you by moi.
i'm in san mateo. not germany. not hawaii. not santa cruz. bah. anyway...yesssss.
i'm eating grapefruit. and am so bored. as i'm sure you can tell.
went out to eat with andy's family tonite. gave me a wonderful stress msg headache which is just now fading, unless it's tricking me...(pokes head with fork).
i want a fuzzy pet to take home to irvine. grr.
i am a hypocritical boob. previously so anti and now doing same thing i hated! i am the antichrist! jebus crisco I SHALL CONQUER YOU ALL!...yes i shall.
i had to pay my bills online and via phone. it sucked. note to all: don't run out of checks and PAY BILLS ON TIME!...oh and credit cards are evil. along with cars. and gas prices. and the need to visit people. yep. i'm gonna go see what classes i did shitty in and attempt to kill myself with a dr. pepper can. fun FUN!
.: posted by elisabeth 9:32 PM
...And then there was one. Eveyone (david boden, jason (his roommate), and katie) all left today :) I hope they all have a safe flight. Haven't posted in a while, but I have been keeping up with y'all through the posts. So I went skydiving, as well. I'll post the pictures that I took from thirteen thousand feet high after I get 'em developed today. We all had a great time, but my roommates kind of fucked everything up once or twice. I'm going to talk to them this weekend, or tonight, whichever comes first. I miss katie already :( A month and a half! ::forlorn sigh:: I'm really looking forward to coming home. I find the difference in what Liz's parents hate and what she's dating interesting, though I wonder; is he straight-edge?
.: posted by Thomas 2:40 PM
Ok, here's my big story. I wanted to tell at least one person in person. I have a boyfriend. His name is Chris Lung. He's a nice Christian Science boy, an Eagle Scout and has a mohawk. What more you could yo want? He's great. We started out by pretending to date because people thought we were, but then we weren't pretending. I haven't told my parents. SO DON"T! I haven't figured out how. Things my parents dislike: acid rock, goth, people who wear all black, guys with earrings, body piercings. Things Chris likes/has: 2 or 3 earrings, nipple ring, listens to acid rock, wears all black. My favorite shirt he has says : The only to get rid of temptation is to give into it. Isn't that cool. Sorry about being all gusy. But I haven't seen him in 2 weeks and won't see him for another 2 1/2 months. I miss him! Ok, I'll shut up now. I'm leaving for Germany today, but I'll still post and stuff. See you guys this summer.
.: posted by EPC 10:05 AM
Thursday, March 28, 2002
i am here in monterey..
saturday i will be back in slo.
and tonight i will have a hearty and fattening german dinner. :)
it was nice to see the two elis(z)abeths.
and mr. nepote came over for dinner last night. we talked for a few hours and i showed him my horse painting. he is such a cool guy. i think i will keep in contact with him for the years to come.
kimberly (a pastel artist in millbrae) critiqued my painting.... she is amazed at my progress and she says i need to start taking my paintings to a photographer to make good slides, proofs and transparencies. i need to have these things done if i am going to start to cell my work and show them. i need to make a website when i get more work together.
.: posted by Serena 3:42 PM
If certain people feel bad, they shouldn't. Lindsay feels better. Much better. Joel is helpful to the constitution.
.: posted by Lindsay 2:36 AM
hey guys, sorry I haven't posted in a while... I am a looser and have been doing crazy term projects.
Lindsay, I know its awfully belated but I hope the therapist works out. I admire u for deciding to go, I think that takes more mental fortitude than I have. I toyed with the idea of going to try to sort some stuff out a couple of months ago but seriously wussed out like three seconds after starting the thought process. Anyway, u rock.
Katie, I sent u an e-mail, but I forgot to put in my #. It's (650) 302-1493 (feel no obligation to call but I figured since u asked for it I ought to give it to u).
Serena, call me when u r on ur way tomorrow!
Lis and Andy are cute. I miss u guys, (do u hate me for calling u cute?).
What story Liz?
So all this Bullshit with Justin worked itself out and he and I are going to LA tomorrow WITHOUT DAVID!!!! Woohooo. I think it has serious sucking potential b/c something really shitty happened to one of his friends earlier 2day and I think every1 there is going to be bumming. Why do I think it is appropriate to mix letters and #'s? Anywho it will either really suck or really rock. Wish me luck. I will try to get ahold of a computer at some point but it is more likely I will post again on sunday or monday so happy easter and stuff and enjoy spring break all.
.: posted by daphne 1:34 AM
Wednesday, March 27, 2002
they screwed up on my grades!!!
i got credit for my art class instead of a letter grade!!! ah ! geeze... i will have to fix this problem right away at the beginning of the quarter.
i got all b+ and a b and with my art class i should have an a!! and why are they b+'s?!!!
humph
tomorrow i drive to monterey and on saturday i should be back in slo
.: posted by Serena 1:26 PM
Yeah, I'm in San Francisco now, don't really want to be here. I was okay today until about an hour ago when strange somethings crowded in. Gotta stop being so hard on self. Must... stop... speaking of which, stupid people need to stop using me for things and then not bothering to see how I am. Otherwise I will kill them.
The length of this webpage is driving me crazy because this computer sucks and is slow.
No one is online.
I hope I get to go to the city tomorrow. I would like to drink some tea.
I am glad Hawaii is good. And sorry about Santa Cruz. At least you have crazy people in your hall, and Irvine in the palm of your hand.
.: posted by Lindsay 12:53 AM
Tuesday, March 26, 2002
Back at school, just ran around crashing classes but i didnt get in any, there no water running in our building so we need to run across the college to the other building for water, my class computer signup thing has been crashed and busy all day so i dont know my grades, my schedule and my classes for any quarter, the mens dorm flooded and so my hallmate chris moved to live in a tiny room next to my room, lucky him, other people left too, only 3 of the people in olur double rooms on this hall still have a roomate, everyone else gets a a double roomm all to themselves, i get to live with the roomate that takes my sodas without permission and hten leaves them half finished so ants get in the room, then he yells when i kill them due to his buddist beliefs, he says i have PMS, i do right now, im paying for all this to live here, this is not a good college and im going into debt because of this bullshit, now you know why people get hurt people in school,
.: posted by ThreadHead 4:44 PM
Monday, March 25, 2002
i noticed the trend towards elisabeth too!
DAPHNE! i don't have your number memorized, i am an idiot.
Hawaii is good.
.: posted by katie 9:20 PM
Saturday, March 23, 2002
elizabeth... did you actually start telling the story.. i confused.
this morning i arrived here in millbrae.. then i went to the library.
my dad fixed a turkey dinner and it was delicious. tomorrow i plan on going to the city to look at some galleries and go to sfmoma.... then on monday i will leave for grass valley!! ah.. i just want to stay in the bay area.. but i must be the traveling fool.
my search for artistic knowledge is absolutely wonderful. i am incredibly proud of myself
I went to the barn today.. i am alway so depressed when i go there.. i realize that horses are not apart of my life at the moment... only just as an art subject, and i find this frustrating. oh well.. i guess it just has to be that way for now.
.: posted by Serena 9:57 PM
damm you elizabeth and your cryptic messages of hell! DAMN YOU! now for all of today i will go about wanting to hear the whole story! but will not be pleasured by such!!
everytime i write here i feel i have to respond to everyone...or if i dont i am an evil fiend. but this time i will ignore the feeling and purely leave. i'm very content right now. no purpose in that but yes. very content.
.: posted by elisabeth 10:23 AM
Friday, March 22, 2002
no it's very funny and I know that feeling well only I miss him
.: posted by EPC 6:35 PM
i'm comming home tomorrow
me happy.
my art final went well. i think i only missed a few questions... i might get an a... maybe
thankgoodness the quarter is over...
oddly enough... i sometimes enjoy going to therapist... when i was little i had fond memories of playing in the cat litter tub filled with sand and placing the little ceramic figures in various assortments. then later (in highschool) when my sister was ordered by the court to see one, and so was i. i think i worry slightly less about her than i did before... slightly.. but now i no longer care :)
.: posted by Serena 6:34 PM
teehee. I found some chick on open diary. at first she was exactly like katie but now she is getting more and more like Lis. Shhh. Tell no one.
I find amusement in this:
"I love my boy. It's funny....my subconcious does, even if I'm being weird. Whenever we're watching a movie or laying around, it's like a message to my brain that says "Ah! Boy is around! All is safe, world is good. Go to sleep." So I do, and usually snore and/or drool. So attractive. "
But you probably do not.
.: posted by Lindsay 10:06 AM
Thursday, March 21, 2002
I am listening to Outkast. WHY?! Therapy was okay... thanks for being happy and supportive. Of course, I didn't get to read that until after the appointment, but it's fine. *g* I did my stupid THERAPY DANCE just like I did when my sister was going, but that's okay. Maybe soon the dance will be gone. Therapist-lady says I have to take a really long test about scary stuff. which is bad. ummm... yeeees... katie, I'm jealous. and you will look sexy. I'm going home on sunday too, and Irvine on saturday. What a coinkydink. mmyep.
.: posted by Lindsay 4:51 PM
Lindsay love, I'm so proud of you. Hope the therapist works out. Wish I could give you the hug I want to give you right now...
You know, the only time I've seen a therapist was right after the divorce -- which was stupid, because that was a great (although confusing) time for me -- both my parents were so concerend with making sure I was "okay" and still knew they loved me, I got more attention than I had in years. they should have hooked me up with a therapist three or four years later, when the guilt and mind-fucking started... then it might have helped. Instead the therapist told them I was perfectly well adjusted, and my parents wrote me out of their conscience.
lalala!
Had not one but TWO talks with Daphne today, which made me feel happy.
I'm packing! Tomorrow night I'm sleepin' in the airport. Yay!
~K~
.: posted by katie 2:17 PM
lindsay, about therapistman/woman...i suggest you take advantage of opportunity even if it is scary. cause goodlord i know it's scary, but i dont know...if people use it properly, i think it really can help. ah hell...what do i know...i lied to them all the time. i do know that didn't help, so perhaps the truth would. i don't know.
andy looks like a pupa (i had to look up the spelling...please kill me and my lack of english skills).
dammint scmidgidy...i wish i could make all the problems go away for you guys...i do...i wish i had answers...but meh.
lindsay isn't peripheral...serena's better than any stupid math...daphne may be misunderstood but is still loved...katie will be hot in a sexy bikini in hawaii...elizabeth's gonna tell me her goddamn story!...
and im going home on sunday.
off to tickle andy...shhh...he doesnt realize it yet.
.: posted by elisabeth 1:02 PM
note to daphne: lolo knows who you are, he went on the civil rights trip with mills. twice.
.: posted by Lindsay 2:31 AM
Daphne: people who don't have an issue rarely understand those who do.
Katie: I'm so happy for you.
Everyone Else: I'm coming home, but... well... I dunno. I am seriously considering just doing nothing for a week, see how that suits me. I'm tired and stressed out and aren't even sure if I want to see my parents, sister, joel, anyone. So don't get offended if I'm not bouncing from door to door asking how the semester went. My deepest apologies.
I have become strangely purposefully antisocial. Must remedy that.
And fucking lord, I'm going to the therapist tomorrow. I'm so scared. You have no idea. I don't want to tell this person anything about myself. I briefly considered various ways to get out of it: I could cancel. I could just not show up and not answer their calls. I could cut myself open from guggle to zatch and get transported off to the emergency room. But I realized this was a bad idea, remembered that -I- called the fucker in the first place, and ate three free ice cream bars for dinner.
I was talking to Calix today and I told her I was closer to Ousheng than probably anyone else here, and she got all surprised and said she had no idea I felt close to ousheng, because I struck her as pretty peripheral to other people's lives. And I felt like saying fuck you, Calix, fuck you and your angry, open-eyed assessments. But instead I just blinked and said no.
I was also thinking about Meghan today and wondered if relationships really have anything to do with what people see them as and speak them as AT ALL. And I wondered about stuff. And was very confused by said stuff. And then I realized I don't like feeling things, but it's kind of too late for that.
Furthermore. I feel weird about Lolo and Dan. Because I like talking to them but if I see them in real life they kind of don't talk to me or act perpetually high... what to do? And I fucked up on math. But fuck it.
Fuckety fuck fuck. it's late. I want star fruit.
.: posted by Lindsay 2:30 AM
Wednesday, March 20, 2002
and, hawaii in 3 days!!!
.: posted by katie 10:10 PM
FUCK JUSTIN UP THE ASS!
Daphne I'm here, call me, I'll be gone on Saturday :-) I have a new phone card somewhere but I don't know where it is!!!!
~K~
.: posted by katie 10:10 PM
There's a bunch of militant feminists today running around the campus
screaming, "rape is wrong!" Says my friend Dan, "Wow, I didn't realize
that... Damn, I guess my plans for this evening are shot."
.: posted by katie 10:06 PM
daphne... i thought you had your spring break already?..
man.. i am so out to lunch
and i will be glad to help you casterate them, then we can sew thier testicles to their earlobes. :) hehe
who is goign to be in the bay area on the around this comming weekend and week?
i am driving up early this saturday.. and i will spend the weekend with my dad.. (i plan on ditching him part time to see you guys and go to the barn... also i want to go to the city to see a few galleries and go to smoma)
then on monday i will drive up to northern california to see my grandparents and cousins and drive back on wednesday or tuesday... i will stay a day in the bay area. then drive down to montery for a few days and go back to slo on saturday.
i wish i could be in the bay area longer... grrr... i dont want to see my sister or my mom..
well today i took my math final, and i think i bombed it. unfortunatley the final is 50% of my grade, so hopefully i will pass the class. gotta start studying for my next final!!!
.: posted by Serena 6:25 PM
I'm leaving on MArch 29
.: posted by EPC 2:26 PM
Tuesday, March 19, 2002
ohmygodmyfrienddidsomethingsostupidiamgoingtokillhimthatmotherfucker!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He invited DAVID along on the trip WE planned for spring break b/c David likes me and I TOLD MY FRIENDI DIDN'T LIKE HIM!!!!!!!!!!! I am not going. Fuck him and his stupid FUCKING matchmaker BULLSHIT!!!!! Now he has FUCKEDUP my whole plan. He can get there on his fucking own and HE can fuck David for all I care. AND WHY IS HE LETTING DAVID CALL ME FROM HIS ROOM SO MY CALLER ID SHOWS UP JUSTIN INSTEAD OF DAVID AND I AM LURED INTO PICKING UP THE PHONE LIKE A MOTHERFUCKING SHOP BEING LED TO SLAUGHTER. WHY????!!!! I am going to castrate justin and David. Or better yet I am going to use my innate ability to turn men gay to get them together and then I am going to fuck with their minds andwewillallprobablybecomeBESTmotherfuckingBUDDIESandgoshoppingtogetherinthecastroonasunnymotherFUCKINGsundaymorning!!!!
I really apologize guys. I just had to vent and there is NOONE in this hall I wanted to tell that too. I should probably erase it now and be done with it before I am officially a whiny bitch but I don't give a fuck and I am going to publish this anyway so everyone can know what a little FUCK Justin is being with his MOTHERFUCKING good intentions! You know what the worst part is??? He is honestly trying to do me a favor... he knows I have issues with relationships and I am scared shitless of them so he is trying to get me to "practice playing the field" but he is going about it all wrong and It has to stop now. This was the ABSOLUTE last straw. I am going to try to have a serious talk with him about it tomorrow... as if u can talk to him seriously about anything. I will slap him over the face with a salmon and scream "YOU ARE NOT YENTAL AND LIFE IS NOT A MUSICAL" If I have to. Fuck. Again, I'm sorry. I am going to be selfish and post this.
.: posted by daphne 11:18 PM
i turned in my art journal and research paper today..oh well i didn't get it finished on time.
tomorrow is my math final and i am not ready for it.. it is 50% of my freakin' grade!!!! i am so scared..
good luck on your guys finals!!!
.: posted by Serena 12:40 PM
Your home Liz? For how long? Insomnia is good Serena... Keeps u fuzzy. I have a math test to flunk today followed by a business test to flunk and culminating in two hundred pages of reading I won't do. I love college! My computer teacher just did a push up thingy... I think he is trying to keep us interested. Didn't work. He's trying to lead a discussion about computing ethics. Boo... very boo. Anywho... I'm going to pretend to pay attention now. hasta.
.: posted by daphne 9:08 AM
Monday, March 18, 2002
well, I'm home
.: posted by EPC 12:27 PM
yeah... sex with sheep.. that sounds nice.. well have plenty of sheep on campus.
i didn't go to sleep last night
i was thinking about going to sleep at 4 but then i wanted to wake up at 6... so i figured who needs sleep anyways? and i am still not even close to being finished with my work that is due by 12
ah!!!
.: posted by Serena 8:29 AM
I wish I was drunk. then my life would truly be complete. and I would have sex with a sheep.
.: posted by Lindsay 1:12 AM
I can't feel my face. or anything else, for that matter. I'm lucky I can ty0pe from mucsle memory.
.: posted by Thomas 12:05 AM
Sunday, March 17, 2002
is that for a fake id, katie? Holy shit, I'm drunk
.: posted by Thomas 10:47 PM
i just wrote a piece of shit essay about a piece of shit drawing i did, they were both so terrible. for the essay i was so fed up so i put the adjective juicy all over the thing
.: posted by ThreadHead 9:50 PM
daphne love, here's the deal: you need two passport photos, and her email address is nahurski@lclark.edu
sorry for lack of posts
HAWAII IN 5 DAYS! (and 4 hours)
.: posted by katie 8:27 PM
yikes.. to many things. all day on saturday i worked on my art journal.. i was up till 3 this morning workign on it then i woke up at nine to continue working on it... i'm not even half way done and it is due early tomorrow... then my 3 page paper on a piece of artwork is due as well.. but i havent even started it yet... i will be up till the wee hours of the morning... woo hoo.
i'm so excited to come home.
yesterday my roomate cooked eggs and one of the yokes was in the process of splitting into two (mitosis, or is it meiosis... or whatever) .. it was awesome.. so i took about five pictures of the funky egg in the pan. it was a turning point in my college life. :)
off to work.. and the consumption of sweets.. yeah for sweets!!!!
.: posted by Serena 5:00 PM
OH MY GOD! I TALKED TO ANNA! FOR THE FIRST TIME IN AGES! WILL WRITE MORE WHEN CAN FULLY FORMULATE THOUGHTS!
.: posted by elisabeth 3:45 PM
i really like cheese. last night i realized at 3 in the morning just how much cheese i have consumed during my lifetime. and the many types of cheese. and the many shape, sizes, and textures. that's a lot of cheese. a lot. yep.
.: posted by elisabeth 1:33 PM
Lis: no, you don't sound dumb, just happy. Which I will always approve of. Now: on to the cheese! God, I just had the shittiest dream ever. And the evil thing is that it involved walking to scotland, and NOTHING WHICH IS SCOTLAND SHOULD BE INVOLVED WITH SHITTINESS. Ever. At least... I was under the impression in the dream that it was scotland, even though we went to Gosford Park, which I don't think was set there. And even if it was, I'm pretty sure that Gosford park didn't look like the parking lot next to the Albertson's near Mills in the movie. Oh well.
.: posted by Lindsay 11:33 AM
MWA HA! TODAY I FELT THE MOST COMFORTABLE WITH MYSELF AND MY SURROUNDINGS THAN I HAVE IN A LONG LONG TIME! MWA!...
yes.
it was great.
fabulous even.
perhaps the whole purpose of the shit in life is to live through it so you can have totally great days. or something. i dont know. im sleep deprived and high (meaning of course not really high...but you know) on meat and giant chocolate chip cookies. it's great.
make a little birdhouse in your soul...TMBG is cool...yeah...
do i sound dumb when i change from "world sucks" to "happy little bee"...i hope not. damn. oh well. i don't really care right now...seriously! mwa! now...i will pummel people!
.: posted by elisabeth 1:54 AM
Saturday, March 16, 2002
I have finals in a couple days and I haven't meaningfully studied... this is not a good day for me. I need to, er, take a shower and get to work.
I got drunk at Lolo's last night, I think dan was peeved at me for some reason... when I got home I saw he had been typing to my IM name while I was there. I got about three "Your drunk"s, a "Your really drunk" and a "What are you doing here?" What a strange, strange grammatically incorrect day.
Both Meghan AND Dominic were being weirdly cryptic... what's going on?! Yiiiii... oh well. Must study, I suppose.
.: posted by Lindsay 1:20 PM
Oh! Katie! I need to talk to Joan so she can hook me up with that ID ASAP!!!! I need one CRAZY FAST! write me an e-mail about when u will be around and I will give u a call tomorrow night.
.: posted by daphne 3:04 AM
so much hw to do this weekend. Serena... I am REALLY sorry I didn't call u. My phone died b/c it was on roam last night and I could only charge it up to get my messages when I got back to school. I had a BADASS time in LA and totally bonded with my friend. I think my roommate told him I used to have a crush on him but I am trying to play it cool. Fucking roommate. I have to say though, this guy is pretty damn cool. He's just too fucking intense for me I think. He hooked me up with some cool people in LA though. He went to high school with all these badass people so I met a guy I have seen in some commercials and tv shows and things and the guitarrist from Eve 6. We were supposed to meet the whole band but we kinda bailed on them. Plus his HOT friend Ryan is comming up next weekend. Unfortunetly I think he already has a thing for Anika and I can see them totally bonding. Fucking roommate. She is seriously crimping my style. I got drunk instead of doing hw tonight. Why?? Anywho... I hear noisyness in the hall so I am going to go check that out and stuff. hasta.
.: posted by daphne 3:02 AM
Friday, March 15, 2002
i second that elisabeth..
well today i turned in my english and art portfolios.. i am not to confident about the english work but i feel slightly better about the art one. some of my drawings were not to the point of desired completion.. but oh well... i had a cool talk with my professor... again he said i was his super hero and that he is very impressed with my vast improvments. he said my didication to my work will help me succeed to be accepted in the art program. yeah.. me happy. he is the kind of professor that you want to have on your side... and so far he really likes me.
well the only major things that i have left to complete is to study for art history, math, finish my art journal (basicly do the whole thing) adn write an my art research paper. whoo hoo.. fun fun.
.: posted by Serena 9:13 PM
i don't know about the rest of you, but goddamn i wants to hear some stories!...too energetic, right? damn.
.: posted by elisabeth 12:35 AM
Thursday, March 14, 2002
And have I got stories to tell!
.: posted by EPC 10:07 PM
All is wonderful!
.: posted by EPC 10:06 PM
off to LA with me.
.: posted by daphne 6:36 AM
Wednesday, March 13, 2002
too much to do... i found myself watching tv today instead of working on my english papers and drawing assignments. i watched bits of blue clues, the food network, mtv and animal planet.. i love the food network... it is so damn addicting. i cant wait till this is all over with...
i am so excited about my art classes... my drawing class and art history has really opened my eyes to different compositional elements, techniques, symbolism, etc. i cant wait until i can do some more painting.. for the spring quarter i am going to try to crash buddhist art with the same history teacher that i have now. this lady is the cutest thing you ever did see. she is this tiny pettite gal that did the splits at the beginning of class to get our attention. every once in a while she offers yoga classes to art students. she also speaks chinese and she loves to pronounce words in different languages.
every quarter for my job at the craft center i have to take a different class offered there, adn i get paid for it!! i have made the painful decision that i should take the woodshop class before the lampworking (making beads out of glass rods). i need to learn how to work with wood so i can make a whole bunch of canvases before the summer. it will be cheaper to buy large rolls of canvas and stretch them over wooden frames. i need to strike up a trading deal with one of the girls that teaches the beading classes. i will have one of them make me some necklaces and i throw a few pots for them.
well i guess i should get to work...
.: posted by Serena 9:47 PM
lindsay bear...if you are saying you are planning on going home on the 24th, which i choose to assume you are, i can give you a ride! yes! a ride! you just need to get your ass here by some time. i don't know what time. i have to ask andy.
i have a paper to write for women's studies. it's due tomorrow. but i'm tired. and writing about the women in charlie's angels depresses me, as i hope it would with anyone.
i want to bother ricky. he has pointy hair. i think...i'm gonna take a nap...or eat...or! 21 jump street is on! off i go!
.: posted by elisabeth 4:58 PM
I haven't been doing enough lately... and I keep forgetting/not wanting to call the office of doom. damn the office of doom. damn it to hell.
I think I am coming home... probably on sunday or saturday afternoon of next week, except I have no way to actually get home so I will have to take the train. Hence the having to leave on sunday morning. Or maybe I should try and take the plane.
I don't really want to go home because there's no point, but oh well. Maybe I will just paint. And bother ricky. Or something.
My finals are going to be hard because I slacked all quarter. I need to get a job because I have no money for rent next year. I need to stop eating at the dining hall because if I transfer my money to triton plus I get to keep it for said rent. and I need to start running again.
.: posted by Lindsay 4:15 PM
I want to run AWAY I want to flyyyyyyyyyyy AAAAway, Yeah, yeah, yeah.
I have a song stuck in my head. I don't know that we can stop Serena, We have to be in LA by 1:00. Perhaps on the way back but I have to be back here by 3:00 on friday to do some crazy learning. Check this out:
I have an oral presentation/research paper due on monday
A math test/business test on tuesday
Over two hundred pages of reading due (with journals!) on wednesday
A 10 page term paper for civil rights due in two weeks
A 10 page term paper due for business in two weeks
A cesar Chavez function friday and saturday
And a partridge in a pear tree.
.: posted by daphne 1:46 PM
I just sat on freezing wet concrete in the drizzle for 40 minutes and watched ducks floating in a little pond. I am feeling completely and utterly content.
It's a rare time when every single muscle in your body is relaxed....
.: posted by katie 9:56 AM
Tuesday, March 12, 2002
I come home on Sunday and leave again on MArch 30
.: posted by EPC 7:46 PM
i am the half way point from the bay area to la.. you can make a pit stop.
.: posted by Serena 6:39 PM
i will be comming home on the 23 (saturday)
my last final is on friday from 4-7 pm.. isn't that a bummer? well i guess it could be worse.. like 6-9 pm.
daphne... do you have a class on friday? how long will you be there for? on your way down you should stop by san luis obispo if you are goign down 101. :)
.: posted by Serena 6:39 PM
Dee, I'm sorry to hear that. I hope everything goes ok.
Serena, you are comming home??? when???
Lindsay, what are u doing for spring break?
I had a midterm this morning I am sure I did poorly on. What the fuck do I care though. I had a long talk with my mom yesterday...it was cool. She is having man problems. So am I. This guy I am not really into keeps calling me and the guy I was really into (but not so much anymore) has convinced me to go to LA with him on thursday. I hope it stops raining. Anywho all is well and I think I will go earn some $$$$ now.
.: posted by daphne 2:03 PM
Monday, March 11, 2002
sorry to hear about your dad deanna. are you still working at mervins?
lindsay, are you going home for spring break?
i'm excited to go back home... but i can only be in millbrae for a few days. i need to drive up north to grass valley, and on my way back to school i will drop by monterey... i dont want to go to monterey..
ah!! i just want to stay in millbrae and go to grass valley.. i only have a week of vacation.. grr... not enough time
.: posted by Serena 8:35 PM
I am not busy... at all. Though I should be what with school and stuff.
Today I was eating dinner with Lorie and Lauren because we had been talking about housing, and Lorie said that she didn't really know us. I was really surprised that she lumped me in with Lauren because Lorie didn't know her at all before the housing thing... like, even who she was. Then I realized that I always felt weird because Lorie had so many friends and I never seemed to meet them all.
And then I thought for awhile and said to myself, "Damn, Lindsay. What the hell is going on? What have you been doing with yourself all this time?"
And I answered, "I don't really know."
And then I thought, "Fuck, it seems like I have made so much progress from last year. SO MUCH. And it's like, nothing. Nothing at all."
I'm thinking during spring break I should take some time off and get my head on straight. But unfortunately there is no time to lose.
.: posted by Lindsay 7:51 PM
damn, you sound buisy. not me. i just have to pay for everything out of my own little wimpy salary. daddy has to go in for surgery soon. he has to go dyalisis and thats really bad or something. it is basically when they take all the blood out of you, little by little, and clean it, and then put it back in.
i'm moving out this summer to rachels. it should be fun, but that means i really have to pay for everything. medical, dental, car, insurance, food, water, rent, school (classes, books, stuffs). i'm going to be so poor. :-(
anywho, stuff is okies and you all sound moderately happy, so farewell for now.
dee
.: posted by dee 4:33 PM
Sunday, March 10, 2002
Daphne... and to anyone who wants to go to a kick ass horse show
Cheval is comming to san jose
may 1-19
it is an awesome horse from europe and they are touring america... whoo hoo... i saw one of their advertisments in horse illustrated a while ago... and then in the equine images. i know a professor that went to it... and she said it was absolutely amazing...
i must go... and i will. :)
.: posted by Serena 8:08 PM
Saturday, March 09, 2002
Serena you're one of the most mature in our group. I could never do everything you do.
.: posted by EPC 11:48 AM
i'm not sure what kind it is... but i think it is on her lower back.
i actually did some homework this friday.. and i woke up early this morning to start studying my art history flash cards... i absolutely love that class, but the memorization part is kind of a pain. art history rocks my world. :) there are a few pieces of art work that i am sure you guys might enjoy. did you know the artist donatello was gay, and he liked to portray homoerotic scenes? :) sprinkled throughout art history there are a few really cool artists that go against the trend and create some really interesting pieces. i will show you guys my large art history book one day.
there is this one sculpture by bernini which is called the esctasy of saint teresa... if you see a close up picture of her face it looks like she is having a massive orgasim. the artist did this on purpose to attract the viewer.. this was the time of the catholic counter-reformation.. they were trying to attract the public to the catholic church... as you know sex sells, so it was to show the viewer that they could also have this orgasmic godly experience... :)
isn't that nifty?
i was looking on the board in the uu for housing and one person i know came up to me and we started to talk about living situations. he mentioned he knew a few people that are actually living in cars.. i was surprized and asked who. he said evan (the guy who works at the craft center and he makes cool morbid things) is now living in a van due to our crappy housing situation in the area. when i think about it, i remember evan telling me that for the fall quarter he was in costa rica.. so when he came back for the winter and fall quarter all housing opportunities are gone.
every once in a while i get this weird feeling that i am so niave and young.. when i was walking home i feel just completely awkward, almost alone. sometimes i think i create my own little fantasy world and it just doesn't fit in with everything else. i also kind of feel weird when i talk to people about drugs or alcohol because i tell them my opinions about it.. but i wish i could right away explain why i feel that way (due to my family and thier problems etc.) i think its my hair that is making me question myself... i feel like a young 50's teeny bopper. i think it makes me look younger and more innocent.
ah!! life is confusing
.: posted by Serena 11:40 AM
what kinda tattoo, yo?
Serena, I'm amazed you're sane :-)
.: posted by katie 1:02 AM
Thursday, March 07, 2002
ah! work sucks monkey anus.
i have tons of things to do this weekend... i need to write 2 essays... revise 2 essays.. work on my journal, finish my time consuming drawing assignments, study for math, study my art history slides!!! yikes... how am i goign to get all of this done!!!
tomorrow my english teacher is bringing us girl scoutt cookies.. she is the best. i'm thinking about giving her a small vase...
i am making improvements in my art class and that makes me happy. two more weeks and spring break is here...
i have so many things i want to do over break:
take pictures, see you guys (whoever will be in the area), paint, see my cousin, grandparents, mom and sis (not to excited about that one), go to the barn... and much more.
i forgot to tell ya the latest of the family drama....
oma is going to get a face lift
my sister got a tattoo (my dad flipped)
my mom has a stash of marijuana and cocaine in her apartment and my sister found it... i'm not surprised about the pot, but coke!
woo hoo ... my family is crazy!!!
.: posted by Serena 7:46 PM
to continue with the current trend: seratonin, dopamine, sexual interaction, heroin, infusions of L-DOPA, selective seratonin reuptake inhibitors such as prozac, valium, oxygen, induced epileptic seizure, and pure, sweet love
.: posted by Lindsay 7:23 PM
applause for hollowed out rib cages, and all who reside in them.
.: posted by Lindsay 2:45 PM
This weekend is going to rock indeed.... rock steady that is! MWAHAHAHAHHAHA. Ahem. Spring break ends this week for me Serena. I have spent the entire time torn between my mom's, my dad's, the dorms and Eve. At least I don't have to work. The weather here SUX! Things that make me happy, eh? Here goes.
Sun (especially when the clouds clear and suddenly it is beautiful), horses, friends, family (on occaision), guitars, school breaks, insightful people, Buffy, ER, fridays, Chiiiiiiiiillllllll sessions, Fanfic, Books, summer mornings, sleeping in, moths, cats, road trips, hotels, lunch, David Boreanaz, Bradd Pitt, a crush, laughing, clean laundry, cruising the street with my windows down and my system up...yo, 80's flicks, 90's dramas, telenovelas, posters, funny shoebox cards, good grades, bitch sessions, epiphanies, jamba juice, falling asleep with music playing, being driven around the city, making a connection, finding bargain clothes, the castro and cookies. Amen.
.: posted by daphne 9:52 AM
Wednesday, March 06, 2002
deanna!
i think my roomate is angry with me or something. and she's making those moaning noises again. hold me i'm scared.
today was GOOD! now sleep.really early, but hell, i'm an old lady.
.: posted by elisabeth 11:06 PM
rain, the color purple, singing, cartoons, large pieces of meat, 42, cheese, my philosophy teacher ( he came in through the window carrying 100 clothes hangers yesterday:-)), penguins,faeries, birthdays, halloween( boo!), polar ice gum, doo-dads, eyes, poking at things that i dont quite know what they are. yup yup :-)
.: posted by dee 3:20 PM
Tuesday, March 05, 2002
daphne... when does your spring break end?
when does school end for ya?
howdy everyone!!
tomorrow morning i get to register... finally... grr... i have last prority for the spring quarter. i have to scramble to get 12 units... AH!!
not much is going on... just tons of work. my art teacher called me a super hero. he sees that i am trying hard and making large improvements, and i got a b+ on the art essay exam.. yeah!
this weekend will be absolute hell, i need to catch up on work. next week is dead week... yikes... time flies..
things that make me happy.. are you ready? .... soft and supple, udders, casterated sheep, clay sludge, horse asses, veins, tendons, poopie, art history, clay in hair, short nails, runny mascara, wheat germ, cottage cheese, leather, crops, test strips, modeling paste, van dyke hue, alizarin crimson, dioxide purple, people creating art, guy at the craft center :), magazines.... speaking of magazines i have to check the mail...
cya
.: posted by Serena 10:59 PM
damnit, elizabeth, you go girl! I'm right behind you.
Things that make me happy: Dafidowndillies, scissors, letters, eighteen days till hawaii, blue glass, practical jokes played on enemies, tray carving, baby chicks, Nueva prospects, terrariums, fish that know who I am and like me better than my friends (because I feed them), decorating houses mentally, fulfilling requirements, love, trust, buffy the vampire slayer, cute coffee shops, giving up icecream, my parents, my sisters, my cat. Yes, even my parents make me happy at the moment :-)
The world does not have to be a miserable place.
On another note, the annoying girl in our hallway got her clit pierced, and now guys keep coming and giving her sympathetic hugs while she complains about the pain. To her I say, duuuuuuuuuh.
On another note, my mom got little baby chicks, and may be buying a boat.
On another note, this weekend is going to ROCK SO HARD!
On another note, we're getting fucked up tomorrow in honor of it being Wednesday.
On another note, I think I may be a horrible girlfriend, but I can't tell whether it's me that's evil or the surfboard. Maybe both. Perhaps the surfboard just makes better converstation. At any rate, it doesn't matter much since my phone card is just about used up anyhow.
18 days!!! EIGHTEEN DAYS!
On another note, goodnight.
~K~
.: posted by katie 10:39 PM
listing things that make you happy does help a bit...my list: sleep, little kids, dead spiders, ice cream cones sin ice cream, midterms, big pillows, fluffy and fuzzy kitty cats, funny socks, poofs of fuzz that get caught in my hair, and dark blue paint. elizabeth is smart. but i still do not change my stance. sorry, hon.
.: posted by elisabeth 8:42 PM
love is crap. sorry elizabeth. it's true.
mm...cold chicken mcnuggets.
.: posted by elisabeth 12:30 PM
snowballs, sunshine, dancing, sleep, good friends, swimming, 80's music, work being down, hot showers, theatre makeup projects, going home soon, love, compassion, scent of pine trees, comfy bed, and brightly colored underwear--my reasons for being happy
.: posted by EPC 10:48 AM
computer breaking down, work load rising, artwork failing, stress, fatigue, dry skin, nearsightedness, poisoning, rigor mortis, possesion, obesity, taxidermy, tumors, infections, rust, paper cuts...
.: posted by ThreadHead 1:22 AM
Monday, March 04, 2002
So I'm home now. I have the weirdest spring break schedual ever. I just got back from Indio which went ok. It could have gone better but I suppose it also could have gone way worse. I didn't win anything and Eve dirt darted me into a standard once but there were truly phenomenal moments. I don't really know what I am going to do this week. There are a few prospects but I have to see if I can make them happen. I'll be around.
.: posted by daphne 10:06 AM
Sunday, March 03, 2002
i went to the art and design dance on saturday night. kristen and chris picked me up and we went down town. the theme of the dance was super galactic hero... so i went as udder women--- my role as a super hero is to premote the good qualities of dairy.. and to cure those that are lactose intollerant..(i think i told you this already)
almost everyone dressed up.. after we ate i was ready to start dancing... but kristen wanted to leave..(later that night she found out that she had food poisoning.) so i got a ride home with someone else. it kinda sucked because i only knew a few people and i was pretty much dancing by myself
evan (the guy that works at the craft center that makes the skull neclaces with horse shoe nails) came to the dance dressed up as morbid boy.. it was pretty cool outfit he put together. he painted stitches on his face and he made a small casket that he had attatched to his back. in the casket he made a dead body. and when people asked him who he was he would ask to see their finger and he tied a paper around it, announcing that they are now dead. isn't that cute? :)
for about five hours today i was at the craft center triming loppsidded pots. there is about 300 creations from throwfest that we have to trim, fire and glaze. chris and i were working on them and later his girlfriend came by, and we had fun teasing eachother.... why do i laugh at absolutely everything? and especially gross perverted things? i guess because i am a groovy gal. :)
oh yea.. and oma came by and we went downtown together and ate lunch. she happens to be in the area because she is golfing so she came by to spend some time with me...
well gotta get going on some homework
adios
.: posted by Serena 8:35 PM
technically, you could have monkey love in a love shack, but you couldn't have a love shack in monkey love, so I think your choice is obvious ;-)
.: posted by katie 6:40 PM
I can't decide between two houses for next year. Brooks: The Love Shack or Sylvester: The House of Monkey Love
.: posted by EPC 11:46 AM
Saturday, March 02, 2002
throwfest was an interesting event... we had more that 600 people show up throught the night and morning. it was pretty hectic. I am completely exhausted form helping people, giving directions, cleaning.. etc.
In the wee hours of the morning a drunk guy was hitting on me. I was throwing a large vase, so he decided to watch what i was doing and have his face about 6 inches from mine.. talk about smelly... anywas.. later on in the morning he decided to come over to me and smear clay on my face and hair. i was pissed... so around 4 in the morning i was kind of in a bad mood so i decided to go home and get a ride with chris and kristin.
besides the ass hole guy everything was fine and dandy... today i went back to the craft center and i helped clean for about 3 hours. more people helped then what we expected so we were able to get everthing clean
.: posted by Serena 5:30 PM
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